this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
name: kathy. dob: february 5, 1993 age: seventeen.
My life in a nutshell:
I live for music, and yet somehow I'm not living for music -- if you somehow understand this, then you already know me halfway, but the other half won't be as easy, considering I, myself, am still trying to figure out who I am.
And I have no idea if I'm making one of the biggest mistakes in my life right now.
last night, there was a thunderstorm. i never thought of it until now, but thunderstorms are so interesting. o_______o the raindrops beating against my window was surprisingly comforting. i fell asleep instantly. and unsurprisingly, the weather today was sunny. new england weather drives me crazy.
on another note, alice, my sister, got her wisdom teeth pulled out today. i couldn't help but laugh at her. xD it seems so scary though. O:
and i've been wanting a dslr lately. O: i've done a lot of research on it, and i'm thinking of getting a nikon d40. it's a good beginner's camera, although lots of money. however, not nearly expensive as some others. xD to spend or not to spend, that is the question. |:
a few days ago, i was talking to one of my friends on msn. and we got onto the subject of what i would do in the future. i admitted that i originally wanted to do something with music, even though my parents would [strongly] prefer me to do pharmacy. he responded by saying that i should follow my dream, instead of pleasing my parents. after failing to convince me, he settled in the middle and told me i could do both if i really wanted to do. major in pharmacy, and (attempt to) "write music in my own time, but do it for real as well."
>'^-_.<> says (5:32 PM): Don't see it as your hobby, it's your future. It's your kingdom. Kingdoms take time to build up. ~ガラガラGO! kathy。 says (5:33 PM): okay. >'^-_.<> says (5:33 PM): Like, look at me, I have spent four months alredy, and I have done like 5 %. xD >'^-_.<> says (5:34 PM): But the first step is the hardest.
-fast forward forty minutes-
~ガラガラGO! kathy。 says (6:10 PM): i think i get it. you just have to take the first step, no matter how bad it is. and from there you can improve. (: >'^-_.<> says (6:10 PM): Yeah. I think THAT's where most people give up sadly. They expect too much from the first step.
thank you, linus. for teaching me that the first step doesn't always have to be perfect. for inspiring me. for helping me start building my own kingdom.
i decided to create a blogspot, just for the fun of it, and see if i liked it more than livejournal. to be honest, i think i like it a litttttle more, but eh, i'm still going to post on both. and most likely the same entries too. since i have some friends that use this, and some friends that use lj. xD
anyways, i have created one to release an abundance of thoughts and feelings that i have been bottling up inside me. i need to let them out somehow, so i thought that writing about it would make me feel better. i always come back to writing down my feelings when things get stressful.
let's recap though. my name is kathy, and i'm sixteen years old living in the USA. i love super junior with all of my heart. they mean so much to me. epik high is amazing. and linkin park is my hero. i'm an ordinary girl just trying to find something new and exciting. something different than the norm.
