this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
this is a place where the dream world meets reality.
a place where my unspoken thoughts meet your curious eyes.
a place where i can be true to myself -- my heart, mind, and soul.
this is a place for anybody, and everybody; welcome.
name: kathy. dob: february 5, 1993 age: seventeen.
My life in a nutshell:
I live for music, and yet somehow I'm not living for music -- if you somehow understand this, then you already know me halfway, but the other half won't be as easy, considering I, myself, am still trying to figure out who I am.
And I have no idea if I'm making one of the biggest mistakes in my life right now.
I made a new one: ailedecoeur.tumblr.com
I don't know why; I just felt like it.
And I also changed the name of my blog url.
I don't know why; I just felt like it.
I just kind of want to restart everything. I don't know why; I just feel like it.
This summer, I need to live it to the fullest. It’s the summer before senior year, and I need to relax and just “chill” with everyone before everyone becomes stressed. I feel like I need to take advantage of this summer, because the summer after senior year I feel like everyone will be gone.
I've been so fucking cranky lately; sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me. I seem to get pissed at the little things, and my dad has appeared to be really annoying to me recently. This week is stressful.
Also, we got another dog. Dad got jealous that the dog liked the family but not him. His name is Mochi. He cost $950. As cute as he is, he is not worth it. Although, I still love him.
Not the cutest or the best picture of him actually. But whatever.
First day of school after vacation is tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it. Didn't finish my shitload of history homework, and am only halfway on my English essay. It's 1AM. Damn, I hate my procrastination.
Today, I was supposed to go ice skating in Boston with some friends, but it's all rainy and snowy, so I canceled on them. T:
Instead, I stayed home today. Except my power was off for hours, so I couldn't do anything. I was so bored. And then I realized how attached I am to technology. I'm so lame.
Also, I really hate that song by the way (points to title).
I have liked the same guy for every year of my high school life so far.
I'll like him for at least a couple of months, and then grow out of it,
only to come back to liking him again when I find another attractive thing about him.
It's funny, because I'm sure almost every girl in our group of friends has liked him at least once.
(I just counted six girls I know fersure that liked him, including me. Hah.)
He's such a dork, but that's what attracts me. ♥
Wahhh, one of my closest friends, Michelle aka Meeshy (;D), is turning eighteen, and I need to think of something special for her birthday. We're going out to Boston for the day with some other close friends, but I don't know what to do for her birthday present. |: I want to do something creative and memorable for her, but I can't think of many ideas. xD We have a close group of four friends -- me, her, my sister, and another friend, Brenda. For Brenda's 18th birthday back in July, us three made a scrapbook, and each filled out a page of it, putting pictures, and writing a nice little note, leaving the rest of the book to be finished by her as she desires. And then we each got her individual gifts. It wasn't anything great, but it was a special moment for all of us, because we put our time into making it. xD
Now that it's Meeshy's birthday, I also want to do something special. The only idea I can think of is using a star jar, and putting some memories on little notes in there, and little stars too. I was thinking about giving her some straws so that she could make some stars too, and also each of us get individual gifts, but I don't know if that will be good enough? ;ALKJD;FKLAJSDKLJF RAWR. I DON'T KNOW. I LACK THE CREATIVE JUICES NOWADAYS. If you have any more gift suggestions, please let me know! Hahah.
Aaaaaand, my first SATs are this Saturday. I'm kind of nervous, and I haven't started studying yet. T: Damn my procrastination. Must. Study. Soon! I'm so scared I'm going to do poorly on it, and my parents will be disappointed in me. I hate it when people are disappointed in me.
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I admire this person. It's near the end of 2009, and only now am I trying to be a better person. I've donated money to charities and bought a hat & gloves for a little girl. It makes me feel good about myself that I am helping someone. (:
I noticed I've barely been posting once a month. |: But I'm trying super hard in school to do really well this year. So far, I have nothing lower than an A! ;D But yeah, Kind of not really so much a random post -- just some updates here and there.
Today was the last day that the annual fair was in town for. I was supposed to go with my friends last Saturday, but alas, I had to work & miss it. I thought I was going to go today with them, but we never made any official plans. |: I had such a "craving" to go to it too. ;^;
On a more exciting note, three days ago, I went to bed at around 10:30PM. (Yes, I do realize that is extremely early, espeicially on the weekend, but I was tired! xD) I know, so exciting right? But wait, there's more. At around 10:45PM, my friend, Christine calls me up. Being the lazy (and talking-on-the-phone hating) person I am, I screen the call. A little bit later, she calls my sister's cell phone. I remember, my reaction was like, (￣ー￣), but I knew something was up for her to call my sister. So I call her back and I'm like, "Hey, you called?" She responds with something along the lines of, "Yeah, hey! I'm in line to meet the Wonder Girls right now!" (Note: WG were in MA for a little for the Mohegan Sun Show. Probably to open up for the Jonas Brothers, I'm assuming. Yes, my friends are obsessed with the JoBros, but don't judge! You're most likely a fangirl as well who loves a boyband, just like them. xD) Anyways, I'm like, "No way, that's awesome!" She goes, "Yeah, I'm about five minutes away from meeting and taking a picture and getting an autograph from them! I knew you were a fan of them so I'm gonna get you an autograph and get to try and let you talk to them on the phone." At this point I was so blown away that she was going to try to get them to talk to me. Even if it didn't work out, it's extremely nice of her to think of me at that moment. Especially when we haven't been as close as we were a few years ago. Anyways, she tells me she'll call me back when she's meeting them, and we end the call. A little more than five minutes later, she calls, and my heart starts pumping faster. Now, I'm not their biggest fan, but still, it's exciting when you (might get to) talk to a celebrity, right? xD So I answer, and she's like, "Okay, I'm about to meet them. Hold on." (except add a million more hold on's, haha!) Then I hear in the background, "One of our friends is on the phone right now. Her name is Kathy." Then they (Christine & her other friend) either said I was from Korea or I listened to music from the Korea. I couldn't hear, but I think it was the first one. o____o They know my ethnicity though, so it was probably so they could get their attention, haha. Then they ask if she (one of the WG) could talk to me.
Yoobin: Hello? Kathy? Me: -awkward pause- Yes, hiiii~ Yoobin: Hi! Nice to meet you! Me: Ah, yes, nice to meet you too! This is so cool, haha! -insert some small words and awkward pauses I don't remember- Yoobin: Do you speak Korean? Me: Only some words. xD; (note: I wish I did. I feel like it would have been cooler, haha!) Yoobin: Ah, I see~ -awkward pause- (note: I could tell that I would have to wrap this up soon, so I spilled out what I could think of at the top of my head that I wouldn't regret later.) Me: I just wanted to let you know that you have a lot of fans in America who really support you and love you! My sister: (Note: I called her in to listen to the convo. xD) We wish you the best of luck! Yoobin: Awh, thank you! It was so cool to talk to you guys! Me: Thank you, it was really cool talking to you too! -insert more awkward pauses and words- /end call.
My friend calls back later and asks me how it was. I started to say awkward, but ended up saying awesome instead. And I thanked her a million times, and she told me she got an autograph for me/Alice. And I thanked her a million more times, and we end the call. I ask my sister, who in the Wonder Girls did we talk to? o____o She responds with, "Sunye." I'm like, "Really? I thought it was Yoobin for some reason." She's like, "Nooooo~ Yoobin has a lower voice!" For a day, I thought I talked to Sunye of WG until proof was shown the day after and I'm tagged in the following picture on facebook:
In the back, you can see Yoobin holding a phone in her ear. That's where they tagged me. ;D And that's pretty much the end of my story. In case people want to know, Yoobin has almost no accent. It's only apparent with the 'th' sounds. (She said my name like Kat-di, except the d in 'di' was a soft d. xD) And she understood my English pretty fast, so I'd have to say she's pretty fluent in English now. (: If you ever watched this video here, you'd think she (or Sohee, meh) had the biggest accent compared to the other members. But they've all really improved I'm guessing since Yoobin was so flawless in her English! And she sounds a lot different in real life, or maybe it's the phone, but her voice was a lot higher! xD Anyways, I made a twitter ages ago. And never tweeted until now. I made my first post, but then made a reply to Yoobin. She probably won't reply back, considering how busy she is. I've seen some of the members make replies to other people though, so maybe there's a chance if she remembers me! :3 I wish I was a huge fanatic of WG though. I feel like this whole thing could have been more meaningful to me. xD
Long post is long.
And I absolutely love dusk in the summertime, with those yellowish gold rays of sunlight that spill across the grass. It's so pretty~ It reminds me of summer. xD Random: There's a cornfield I pass when I drive up to my parents' store. When I buy my camera, maybe I'll do a spontaneous photoshoot someday. ;D
Ah, 12:53AM. It's time for me to start my homework now. :,) (Damn you APUSH!)
that's right, ladies & gentlemen. i have piano lab next year in my schedule. i finally get to learn how to play the piano! (: i've tried teaching myself a countless number of times, but i failed miserably each time. now, i can learn it, and it's free too, since it's a class in my school~ so happy. (: except, i see that pretty much no one has that class (that i know of) so i hope i'm not alone. ;___; or not with a bunch of freshman or people i don't like or know. however, thinking thoroughly about this makes me regret signing up for this class. i mean, i already have my music & arts credits to graduate from marching band. and i still need my tech credits. and i still need to do a computer apps class. computer apps i'll probably take during the second semester, but that means i'll have to take a tech class next year plus another half semester class, when i really should be doubling up in chemistry or something. >____> if i have to take a tech class next year, that means i'll have to drop an unimportant class if i want to double up in something. that unimportant class being band. i love band though. |: damn. i'm not sure whether i should switch out or not now.
speaking of band. day four of band camp has been completed. one more day to go. the field day is tomorrow. i hope it'll be fun. (:
last night, there was a thunderstorm. i never thought of it until now, but thunderstorms are so interesting. o_______o the raindrops beating against my window was surprisingly comforting. i fell asleep instantly. and unsurprisingly, the weather today was sunny. new england weather drives me crazy.
on another note, alice, my sister, got her wisdom teeth pulled out today. i couldn't help but laugh at her. xD it seems so scary though. O:
and i've been wanting a dslr lately. O: i've done a lot of research on it, and i'm thinking of getting a nikon d40. it's a good beginner's camera, although lots of money. however, not nearly expensive as some others. xD to spend or not to spend, that is the question. |:
